Going on a first solo travel to Europe today and I don’t want to go…

I planned this trip 5 months ago with full of excitement. But for the past a few weeks I’ve stressed a lot with school work, relationship, family, etc.

I felt so depressed and stressed that I even talked to therapist… idk because of that or not I lost interest in traveling and now I’m more like worried, stressed, scared, and want to cancel the trip tbh… but I couldn’t because I couldn’t get refund 😭😭

The flight is in 8 hours and I was so nervous I couldn’t even get some sleep… I’m not sure if it’s the good idea to just force my self to go

Also sorry for my English it’s not my first language but I tried 🥲